himig heswita

...went to gesu to watch the concert..album launch of the cd, stand by me still....NICEEEEE!! if i were you, try something different.. like this one..

carpe diem

seize the day as what my title says..

how can i seize the daY? pano pano pano??
bkit nga ba ganoon? nakakalungkot..

naniniwala ako sa sabihang kapag masaya ka nakaraang araw, o di kaya'y nasiyahan ka ng sobra, asahan mo na ang sunod na araw ay siya namang ikalulungkot mo.

naniniwala ako dun..ewan ko kung bakit.. siguro dahil naranasan ko na ang mga pangyayaring nasobrahan ako sa tuwa..hanggang sa naiyak ako sa kalungkutan..

may mga bagay-bagay na hindi ko malubos na maintindihan
hanggang sa ngayon ay may prinoproblema pa rin ako na dati ay nasa akin na..

wala atang koneksyon ang pamagat ko sa aking sinasabi ngayon.

pero..akin namang iniisip na lahat ng pangyayaring nararanasan ko ay may katumbas na rason..kung bakit iyon ang nangyari..na ang Diyos ay may mas magandang ipagkakaloob sa akin..

laging nasa bukambibig ko ang salitang SANA at BAKIT
sana ganito..sana ganyan..
bakit ganoon..bakit ganyan..

puro pagsisisi at katanungan..
hindi ba ako nagsasawa sa sisi at sa tanong?..hindi..at oo... malabo hindi ba?

hindi dahil gusto kong inaalam at sinusuri kung bakit hindi ko nagawa ang tama..kung bakit hindi na lamang nangyari ang gusto kong mangyari..

oo dahil sa aking pag-iisip, nawawalan na rin ako ng pag-asa na ibahin o di kaya'y itama pa ang dapat..lalo lamang ako nalilito at napapa-isip pa ng iba..mas pinapalala ko lamang kung patuloy akong mag-iisip at magtatanong sa sarili..

pero sa tulong ng nasa itaas..ako'y magiging malakas..kakayanin ang anumang pagsubok na ibigay...

ito..narealize ko lang ngayon na masaya pa lang magbasa ng bibliya..seryoso
samahan mo pa ng kantang himig heswita..o ka'y sarap magisip..magpasalamat..

bad day

may mga bagay bagay na hindi mo inaakalang mangyayari pala..

hanggang ngayon parin ay may mga bagay na hindi ko masabi sa mga taong kasama ko araw-araw.

bawat taon na lamang ay ganon ako..may tinatago

mayroon nanaman akong nasa isipan na hindi ko masabi sa iba..

ayoko na..


....lagi na lamang akong nagtatago..hindi mawari kung bakit hindi masabi ang totoo..
kahihiyan ba ang dahilan?
takot?

baha.

it was the longestttttttttttttttttttttt trip (coming from ust to tandang sora) i ever had..
it was raining hard..
the sky looked like a sepia tone in someone's cellphone..
it looked like something is going to happen..
it looked like there's a typhoon..i actually don't know if there's one..

i got home at 9:30 in the evening because of the flood we got into

we were 13 in a van.. all student..except the one who is driving..
we waited patiently inside the van.. turned off the aircon because the car might overheat..
windows open..looking at a group of people, crossing the street.. not minding the black color of the water..
students, carrying their shoes, walking with their bare feet.. holding their respective umbrellas..trying to walk in the streets and hoping that they could go home safely..

flood just kept rising..to the point that manongs had to push the van just to cross the street

inside the van, we just entertained ourselves by singing.sending the corniest jokes on earth, and even chit chatting with other people stranded in the street..nice:D

after 2 and a half hours in espana..we finally got through with the nasty flood..

thank God, i got home safe! thanks to thorny for the ride!:D

friends till the end

my title seems so corny but it is definitely true..

it's great when you get the chance to talk to your friends..get to know what's new to them..hear their stories..what's new in their school..ghad..how i miss them so much

i realized that highschool friends are really significant to me.. they weigh bigger, i am not saying that i am not happy with my friends right now in college, but they are just really different.. that's all

anyway..
today is a saturday..not really, according to my watch here, it's already 12:23 am..so it's a sunday morning.. :D (bat ko pa kailangang iexplain?!)

so there.. woke up at 10 because i was hearing this carpenter sounds (haha..may nag-aayos kse sa bahay e) so there..in short...mang andring (the carpenter) woke me up

morning, i went to UP with my mom..i had to print my natsci assignment, we have no ink..and because of lacking ink in our house, my dad argued it with my mom (yeah yeah..bahala kayo)

UP: i was doing my natsci..then...i was looking for a UP strap because i was planning to change my strap from ust to up..bad?..bitter?..not proud..? cge..isipin na ang gustong isipin..

unfortunately, out of stock..

after doing that..still in up..my mom was telling me that she talked to lola..and my lola was asking mother.. what if i transferred to UP, what would be my course... then i said "ano, film and audio visual com.."
mom: "parang sinabi mo na nag law at nag medicine ka..grabe ang mga gamit sa film ah.."
then..i was thinking if film is really my type..what the..tagal ko na dapat alam yan, bat nde ko pa masagot sagot...
i don't even know why i took up hrm in the first place..shet

anyway..after that..we headed at the chapel..prayed for awhile.. reflection kumbaga..then..went home..

then..then..then.........

yey..went to"the block" with bea and nina..i missed you guyssss..hehe

ok..we usually go to eastwood..but today, it was different because the blend album had its mall tour there..so..yey! hahaha
and of course, bea=excited ..bakit kaya? hehe..YOU ARE THE ONE
hahahahhaha!
unfortunately, we did not finished the movie because bea called me up and said that the fellas were already singing your body..takbo mode ako nun..shet kakahingal..
yeyyyy!

hahaha..definitely stalkers..

after sm...went to gel's house..yey..hehe..just dropped something..ghad..how i missed gel (oi..kung mabasa mo to..cge..matouch ka..hehe)