bitter?

am i bitter around new things? katulad ng new school...
i've been telling myself that change is really going to happen and that means a lot..
standing in españa almost an hour just to ride an fx going to sm fairview..
riding a jeep instead of fx..with all the pollution!
meeting new people..from different provinces..
meeting new professors..terror..strict..happy go lucky..gay..girl...straight..hay..
a new environment..seeing all of the students wearing white uniforms..and uS? don't ask

i know that i will eventually learn these new things...i'll be used to this..balang araw rin

last monday i had my pe..we just had an orientation then we went to the gym to practice the cheers for the uaap..

hay nako..there was this one cheer..ganito

animo cheer beat (opponent)
at sabi nung nagtuturo..ateneo dw ang isigaw..ayus..sapilitan kong isinigaw ang skwelanhan na iyon..ateneo...
tapos..up naman ang sinunod..
ayus din e..up to now i am still thinking what the hell am i doing in ust..nde ko naman sinasabi na ust is not a good school..pero i think i was just aiming for something that i really want..

bitter nga ako..bad..
too idealistic..

now..i want to have an uno..sino ba naman ang ayaw nun dba...and..i should be consistent on what am i doing..dapat kung ano na sinimulan ko..ganun na dapat..masipag kung masipag..

that's the way it should be para makatapak sa unibersidad na gusto ko.. :)